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Sudden Realisation
The truth is, I've been feeling stressed out these few days, or even 1 or 2 wks. Been putting on my usual crazy self when i go out. But i feel choked up inside when silence haunts me. It's been really great that my jobs are going well, and there are the recent celebrations to liven moods up. I've been telling myself not to let all these stress get hold of me coz i know there are others out there who have worse problems to face and i have to be the strong one to cheer them up. But, seriously, who will stop by just to wait for me, catch hold of me even without asking wad happened coz u possibly realise im weird and lift me up until i recover? I dun wan to be a drama-mama and make u feel that i simply love seeking attention. Becoz this is my blog, i write wad i feel. I doubt anyone has that patience coz simply, our own lives are too busy for simplistic things, or things that are of less importance. Is this the so-called reliance or dependence on others tt u may say? Or rather, do u think im just putting a false facade just to let time pass by? Or would u rather i shut myself from the world and u all until im ready to face it again?
To u all, I guess I seem normal on the whole. haha. I wonder, wad sort of person am i really to anyone of u out there. Give me some time to recover.
posted @ 10:50 PM
Phew. Sure is going to be tough.
FIRST UP...
THE BADS:
Im hot-headed. Very easily hot-tempered. BAD BAD BAD.
Im as stubborn as a mule.
I dislike tummy. u know? fats? tummy? ugh.
I particularly moan and groan and roar and scream at ppl who lie to me.
I got a weak heart.
I think i got high blood pressure. Did I mention I get stressed up over the slightest stuff?
OH OH OH. I procrastinate ppl who don't respect me. U really need to take a good look at yourself.
My eyes can pop out. BEWARE.
I think I love bitching.
I eat irregularly. Tat explains me not growing up.
Oh yes. One more. I wake up when the sun sets. COOL HOR.
NOW FOR THE GOODS! YIPPEE!
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I love socialising. alot alot!
I want to become a model of my own world. YAYA. DREAM ON.
I love those who love me. Embrace, cherish and all nicey stuff! *HUGSSSS*
Ah. Yes. I love colouring my toe nails, buying chunky earrings & being pretty though i dun think im worth it.
I LOVE PARADOXES OF LIFE. I LURVE, LURRRVEEEE, LURRRRRRRVVVVEEEEEEEE THEM.
FOR GDNESS SAKE, DUN CLASSIFY ME AS 'CY LOVES TO BE A PRINCESS!' YUCKS. MY TERM: RAGDOLL. ugly and tattered. damn cool.
I can go on forever. I'll just stop here. Know more bout me thru my entries! *wriggles my nose*
HUG-O-METER TIME!
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give flycian more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
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WISHLIST:
don't take things for granted
live life happily and in bliss
earn money and be filial
