hello
hey pweeties. dun realli know wad to type. Time for words of affirmation to u guys...Love ya loads!!! all right. slp tight...sweet dreams in wonderland! have a really fresh morning the next day! lastly, enjoy! no matter wad u're doing!
posted @ 3:59 PM
boo
I am utterly disappointed in certain homosapiens. It's not that they dun wan me ard, it's just that they didn't even bother to ask or tell me wad's happening. Signs of disrespect. No matter how 'clean' or 'innocent' you are. Just tell me that you dun like me straight in my face if that pleases you. Liars putting on a false facade.
posted @ 5:08 AM
Burden's over?
My mental burden hasn't been leaving me. After hectic studying for block tests, which i think i'd flunk anw, my sickness awaits. grrr. feeling all giddy this morning. and i tot of not going to take lit exam. budden, it's the last day of block test anw. might as well go for it. finally, im over and done with it.
almost fainted in the morning. woke up and got all giddy. slammed into tables and chairs lying ard at hm. couldn't keep my vision clear. i was seeing sparks. my oh my. since coming to jc, i've been really weak huh. ha. firstly, my throat was so sore tt i couldn't even speak. now, there's this blurred vision. i even had to sit down at the dining table for ard 10 min to stabilise myself. isit becoz of the irregular meals or the non-nutritional aka junk fd tt i've been gorging?
anw, band's another hectic program in my to-do list. hadn't really been going to band lately. and i dunno if i can make it on sat due to my sore throat and dizziness. and the preparation for booth decor not being done. tess is so gonna kill me. i got a feeling tt chiang's gonna kill me too. btw, siying is in yj now. angeline called mi ytd to ask whether sy or jy is better. gee.
i wan to go out to play. block tests' over. gimme my life! i wan to be able to playyy! i dislike herbal teaaa! *going to the doc with mom. she's my protection armour, in case i faint. ciao.*
posted @ 11:04 AM
getting too literary?
i have a problem. seem to be getting all literary. just finished Shakespeare's famous and one of the most mature plays, tragedy of love. 'Othello'.
can u believe Othello touched my heart. i am crazy. i almost cried when he speak'st of his truest emotions. [Oth stabs himself with guilt & sorrow as he realised tt he killed Desdemona, his wife, wrongly.]
[Before Oth dies:]
" Then must you speak
Of one that loved not wisely, but too well;
Of one not easily jealous but, being wrought,
Perplexed in the extreme; of one whose hand,
Like the base Indian, threw a pearl away
Richer than all his tribe; of one whose subdued eyes,
Albeit unused to the melting mood,
Drops tears as fast as the Arabian trees
Their medicinable gum. Set you down this;
And say besides that in Aleppo once
Where a malignant and a turbaned Turk
Beat a Venetian and traduced the state,
I took by th'throat the circumcised dog
And smote him thus."
*Sobs* I dun mind if Oth smothers mi, provided he must realise the truth tt im not a whore (Oth assumes Des to be a whore. Damn Iago!). oh yep. Oth must speak these words b4 he dies too. I told ya. I'M BEYOND CURE.
posted @ 9:36 AM
On Love...
just had my theory exam. oh yea, forgot to ans yc's qns. got 84 for internal exam. but external...haha, just hope for the best. i coincidentally bumped into marie (ny band alumni) after the exam. we were in the rm for 3hrs, and i onli realised after sitting for the paper. ho. i love the song on yx's blog! anw, the enlightening quotes below is taken from my lit lecture (just an add. piece of paper but i found it to be realli gd). if it's too long, u can just close this window. haha. otherwise, feel free to share my interest! :)
"Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, (love) is not pompous, it is not inflated, it is not rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury, it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails."
Corinthians 13:4-8
"When you love you should not say, "God is in my heart," but rather, "I am in the heart of God." And think not you can direct the course of love, for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.
Love has no other desire but to fulfill itself.
But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy;
To return home at eventide with gratitude;
And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips."
Kahlil Gibran, The Prophet
posted @ 4:33 PM
Phew. Sure is going to be tough.
FIRST UP...
THE BADS:
Im hot-headed. Very easily hot-tempered. BAD BAD BAD.
Im as stubborn as a mule.
I dislike tummy. u know? fats? tummy? ugh.
I particularly moan and groan and roar and scream at ppl who lie to me.
I got a weak heart.
I think i got high blood pressure. Did I mention I get stressed up over the slightest stuff?
OH OH OH. I procrastinate ppl who don't respect me. U really need to take a good look at yourself.
My eyes can pop out. BEWARE.
I think I love bitching.
I eat irregularly. Tat explains me not growing up.
Oh yes. One more. I wake up when the sun sets. COOL HOR.
NOW FOR THE GOODS! YIPPEE!
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I love socialising. alot alot!
I want to become a model of my own world. YAYA. DREAM ON.
I love those who love me. Embrace, cherish and all nicey stuff! *HUGSSSS*
Ah. Yes. I love colouring my toe nails, buying chunky earrings & being pretty though i dun think im worth it.
I LOVE PARADOXES OF LIFE. I LURVE, LURRRVEEEE, LURRRRRRRVVVVEEEEEEEE THEM.
FOR GDNESS SAKE, DUN CLASSIFY ME AS 'CY LOVES TO BE A PRINCESS!' YUCKS. MY TERM: RAGDOLL. ugly and tattered. damn cool.
I can go on forever. I'll just stop here. Know more bout me thru my entries! *wriggles my nose*