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RESPECT YOURSELF. RESPECT ME. ACCEPT MY LOGIC AND HEAR ME SPEAK.
Another day has past
The title's ALWAYS quoted by jlo, esp after band prac. How come ppl always dunno how to rephrase wad is depressing to some other nicer terms? How come me, entering band, always hear 'aiya...so sian...', 'another day has past...waste my time...', even to the extent that I'm influenced by it. I thought we are supposed to join something that we're interested in? I thought it shouldn't be like studying at all...What's more? Tml tt's band prac, at 9AM! Wow...I just hope Mr Chiang doesn't do the same piece from 9-3.
I woke up at 1.30 today.
How interesting. Skipped lunch...and ate 2 pieces of bread while watching 'Iron Chef', imagining how wonderful my 2 pieces of bread spreaded with nutella are...compared to the palatable dishes the Prince of Jap cuisine and Prince of Italian cuisine presented. Maitake mushrooms was the theme of ingredient...to think I was indulging in the thought of campbell mushroom soup...
hmmmmmm...
Aniwae, felt super guilty ytd when sm was kinda frustrated with yx coz he was talking on the phone with me and neglected her...SM, my fault...sorry...but u know wad? U have a great bf...really. And then i hear mei's words..."dun jia jia la..."
HAIYA, wad to do...
I went out with Ric just now to pass him his present...and wad a 'brilliant' greeting...he said
I look fatter. I dun ask for more. I have a thought in my mind now. Get rid of my job and go swimming or at least do some exercise for the whole of dec. Ric said he wants to propose to one of his 4 meis tml nite, if he can date her out. Cool. Then, i told him abt my relationship with YQ. He didn't know it at all. He was blinded by my 'dunnos' when he asked how's YQ and me. A whole lot of nags came along the way...I told him it wasn't really stable, even till now...tml's the chance...glad. :)
Ytd nite, or morning, talked to Mei till I fell asleep...my gosh...so sry abt tt...i know u dun feel like sleeping coz ur As has finished...but i dunno why...just can't control my sleepy attitude...Oh yea, I went to PS just now and checked out the orchestra puzzle.
LOOK AT THE PIC, OMG. I went cross-eyed the moment I saw it. Got so mani perfomers de meh? wa...aniwae, I went to ask the shopkeeper. U know wad?! She said no more stock for that puzzle. Darn...haish...my hope is gone...
Happy holidays! (I saw 133 buses with a santa claus' hat at the end of every bus...interesting and cool...santa bus...)
Tis the season to be jolly, fa la la la la...
posted @ 9:34 AM
Wad's wrong with moi
How come when you are about to reach for relief, and u are glad that u are about to accept something u very much wanted to accept, it seems that there's sth NEW bothering in ur way? It's not the ppl that's bothering me, it's those problems. How come when I really want to reach and talk bout the problem, and this prob just refuse to let mi heal? Totally beyond my control. Is it not that I'm outdated & not following the trend? Or is it just that things just doesn't seem to blend into me?
Things are not the way it used to be. After a phase of journey, u suddenly realise that you've matured alot. But, wait, is it for the better or for the worse? Am I growing more self-centred? Am i going towards the path where sincerity cost much less than success? I believe, with sincerity itself comes success. I mean, sincerity towards ppl. But again, it might be tt sometimes, ppl do feel overly-sensitive, esp females, me.
I choose to let my happiness take over my sorrows in the mean time. Lucky me, it's 25th today. Finally. And i remembered, 26th is my 'best friend's' bdae. Are we best friends no more? I tried to ask him out many times on sundays, our 'usual' days for dates, but 'can't larh...', 'busy...', 'working...', 'going out with friends...' were the answers. I'm beginning to think that maybe, ppl just revolves ard constant friends, not permanent. Maybe never.
How long have i not watched a movie with my friends? How long have i said bout camping with those 2 big tents, and yet silence is heard? Silence does not mean consent afterall. Silence simply means doubting.
Everything change. So do I. -
Silence- Still, Happy 17th Birthday, Ricky.
posted @ 10:58 AM
Oh Oh Oh
RIGHT MEI...I DIDN'T ASK U TO TYPE THAT DOWN ON MY TAGBOARD!!!!!!! Mean girl! Lazy PIG!
Currently busy with lotsa stuff...so yea...sometimes lazy...sometimes due to 'unforseen circumstances'...I just didn't blog. Well, i have alot to do during this hols...Got a job as a telemarketer...right...and i have to call from YELLOW PAGES LATER!!!!! Anw, my first impressions of S'poreans is that they always 'kiap' the phone if they hear u're trying to offer them some free stuff. But I'm wrong! My 1st impressions are always wrong. wad to do? S'poreans actually care to listen to you, unless they are really busy. YA la...so gotta call until my ears are deaf and my mouth is tired...
Had class chalet recently in Sentosa. Fun! though I reached there like in the evening? hahaha...didn't stay overnight too...the place looks like a colonial house...so ooloo...but we had much fun down there, with Ms Cara Chew and Mr Tong. Tt idiotic tong showed mi card tricks...damn...and i was taken advantage!!! I ended up being Mrs Tong...well...lucky i was ONE of the Mrs Tongs...wth...
Band band band...these few days quite pissed off with ***...dun wanna explain...Explanation just waste my time. Gave up HK becoz of Band...oh well...
Having sec sch class outing soon. really glad. Gonna meet some of my classmates later...for a shopping spree!!! WOO LA LA!!!
Friendster testimonials are back too...yayyyyyy!!! Bout MSN messenger...dun think I'll be going back, unless miracles can come true...due to 'unforseen circumstances' again larh...I'll be frowning in the meanwhile.
Right, just realised I've typed an essay. and you, mei mei, pls go and study!!!!!!!! I MEAN STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!! The onli time i allow u to watch TV is the 9pm show. U better get out of my sight next year. I dun wan u to come back...
And...ya la...for him ar...will pray for him. and of coz, my beloved mei...jia you ar! Put you guys in the mighty hands of God! 25th nov!!! Here I come!!!!!
posted @ 4:05 AM
Phew. Sure is going to be tough.
FIRST UP...
THE BADS:
Im hot-headed. Very easily hot-tempered. BAD BAD BAD.
Im as stubborn as a mule.
I dislike tummy. u know? fats? tummy? ugh.
I particularly moan and groan and roar and scream at ppl who lie to me.
I got a weak heart.
I think i got high blood pressure. Did I mention I get stressed up over the slightest stuff?
OH OH OH. I procrastinate ppl who don't respect me. U really need to take a good look at yourself.
My eyes can pop out. BEWARE.
I think I love bitching.
I eat irregularly. Tat explains me not growing up.
Oh yes. One more. I wake up when the sun sets. COOL HOR.
NOW FOR THE GOODS! YIPPEE!
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I love socialising. alot alot!
I want to become a model of my own world. YAYA. DREAM ON.
I love those who love me. Embrace, cherish and all nicey stuff! *HUGSSSS*
Ah. Yes. I love colouring my toe nails, buying chunky earrings & being pretty though i dun think im worth it.
I LOVE PARADOXES OF LIFE. I LURVE, LURRRVEEEE, LURRRRRRRVVVVEEEEEEEE THEM.
FOR GDNESS SAKE, DUN CLASSIFY ME AS 'CY LOVES TO BE A PRINCESS!' YUCKS. MY TERM: RAGDOLL. ugly and tattered. damn cool.
I can go on forever. I'll just stop here. Know more bout me thru my entries! *wriggles my nose*