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Crappy looney ME!
La La La...woo hoo! I've registered for 1st 3 mths JC...i onli told ppl abt my 1st choice. Not intending to tell others bout my other choices...keep them in suspense? haha...maybe...but juz dun wish to tell others for my other choices except the 1st choice.
(pls! This paragraph onli means that ben, erv and mi are just gd frens!!! Dun be mistaken...Thankew) Ben (aka pido...hehe) and Ervin (aka wild monkey/ siao ta bo/ dearest son) from hi-5 always ask mi go out. But, i these few days so bz...then keep rejecting them. So guilty...boo hoo hoo! So, i promised to go out wif ben whenever i'm free and erv, to go out wif tt ill brat son of mine (haha!) after 4E1 chalet...
These few weeks, I find myself getting more and more cheerful? haha...more nonsentic...anw, I'm back to the childish mi...siao hor? I think i'm crazee...but it's better in this way. HAHAHAHAHAHA! I find getting into a relationship quite troublesome ba...so I enjoy being alone? haha...no la...wif frens, relatives and the weird family of mine...hehehe...tt's my recent self-reflection la...dunno how u guys think of mi for now la...but i think the old mi when i like someone very quiet...always think alot...now, i'm free of troubles!!! yee har!!! But, of coz, still got worries over some problems...like studies lo...the 1st 3 mth, scared cannot go in to my ideal JC.
SL too. Heard from KG that she still very confused and has not made up her mind. Siewmai...take deep breaths. Cool down...I making my decision also very shang nao jing, then u cool down and discuss wif some frens or family. Then it's ur own decision. You have to make this decision sooner or later. So jia you! I'm sure you will go into your ideal JC. God will watch over u. Santa too...he's coming! haha!
As for TY, I wish that you will feel much better after these few days of rest. If you think that there's no use in telling her, then forget abt it. If you intend to continue, then shimu will definitely support your decision. Just cool down. Don't because of this thing make yourself lose control leh...I scared later you become the HULK!!! haha...siao man...i these few days realli talk crap.
Coming right up: MJ AND YZ! That mj...dunno wassup wif her. I tried to ask her why she rejected yz but she juz ignored mi and avoid her matter. YZ told mi everything regarding them two. Of coz, I pity YZ more la...coz i onli heard one-side story. Maybe MJ has her reasons too...after this matter, ty and his gang thinks that gals very ma fan! And sensitive...ok la, i admit that i'm sensitive...and most gals are, but not all nia. ma fan! OEI! you guys better watch out! You all say gals ma fan during chalet I kick all of your butts! hahahaha! But still, these are their opinions la. What can I say? I just feel damn pity for YZ...hope he feels better (I think he is...he seems much livelier now)...
Tomolo is class chalet!! 4E1 rules!!! It rawks! It's no.1!!! haha...I gonna buy 3 packets of sparklers...each containing 9 boxes of sparklers! Why buy? Coz i love sparklers! So nice! So sparky! Wonderful! Brilliant! Tt's why my nick says caution of explosives...oh ya, still muz buy lighter tml...hahaha! My bag realli consists of explosives!!! oH YA, nana too, erm, i mean sheena, hehe...she's having difficulties getting the sum of money for food during class chalet! PAY UP GUYS! You all very bad leh...pay la...no money also try to pay! Sheena's begging you all leh...even to the extent of emailing u all a loanshark msg...haha...now u know how troublesome it is in becuming a treasurer??!! Poor nana...I wan to help her also cannot. I myself got alot of things to plan and do...so i realli can't ask them to pay up! Haiz...feel myself very vulnerable towards nana...So i replied her a msg and gave her some suggestions. Hope she reads her email! Realli can't help her leh...how how how?!!! *beating myself* *kabish*...woo! i see stars...*toink*
Aiya...i realli think i'm going crappy le...and very lame...but it's better than being quiet ma...hor? agree agree? yes yes...hehehehehehe...k la, i gtg le...buai buai! *muack*
posted @ 7:55 AM
Dreams...Funny dreams. Scary, yet Sweet.
Here, I'd like to thank my hi-5 great fren, benedict, for helping mi to insert mariah carey's song-Hero into my html editor...*hugs* On your speakers, peepz! This song's cool!
I went out wif PZ and penguin today. or rather, tonight. Initially, we decided to go to Clarke Quay to see the S'pore's Buskers Festival. But we reversed our route at Outram and headed to Orchard...I really had a great time, even though I had a little sore throat. It was fun! Although there's onli walking and shopping, we laughed and laughed...and talked crap...It was a great night!
Here, I wanna urge TY, SL, Ric, JLO to help mi spread the msg about CAMP I, which is held by High-5 Central Singapore Community Development Council. It's a camp to make you-teenagers, b/w the age of 15-17 to realise your dreams and help the community. CDC is organising alot of fun activities out there, like Amazing race, Mass dance etc. The camp will be held at SparkC @ Marine Parade, at East Coast Park. The camp is free of charge. So, to these 4 frens, if anybody is interested, pls tell mi and i will forward them the details abt it.
Guess wad? I dreamt of someone really close to mi in the past...I woke up, thinking, "Why on earth would i dream that dream?" Hmph. I'm not sure. This was a sweet, yet scary dream. I'm thinking bout this dream for the whole day. Somehow, everything in the past b/w him and mi are reappearing in my mind again...Guilty. I just feel guilty.
Ty said that the ppl who sad nasty things on mi didn't do it on purpose. They juz said it for fun. I hope so. This way, I'm glad.
I dun realli wish to write anymore. Cya...things will get better. I wish MJ's mood will get better too. God bless. Dun let mi think bout this kind of thing again.
posted @ 2:45 PM
Memories
I'm back! Hurray! 'O's is over!!! I have so many things to say! So many that I dunno where to start...
'O's was definitely easier than prelims. Getting below 20 will already make mi elated when i get my results. I don't ask for more...
Grad. nite's coming...Wearing skirt! yuck! Same as sl, I dislike the idea of wearing dresses...so uncomfortable! I'm also a 100% gal too...so dun think that I'm a tomboy. I hope I can dye my hair...and pierce a earhole on each side of my ears...I'm convincing my mom. Really hope she allows...
I've read TY's blog. And I'm so glad that he spoke nice things about mi which i didn't knew i am actually. He typed ppl saying mi that I was evil, and plays bois feelings. I think that's too much. Looking at that really frustrates mi. I have no idea who speaks ill of me. But, I am very very angry that someone actually speaks like that behind my back. Of coz, who would believe wad I said was true. of coz every1 would fight to say that they themselves are not evil. Me too. But who will believe me? Only those trustworthy frens of mine. I'm just so frustrated!!! I wish to curse the ppl who said that behind my back, but no. I won't. I will let them see my true colours. Let them say whatever they want to say. So long i have a clear conscience...Maybe they should juz reflect upon themselves...That's it. I don't wish to say anymore about this matter. This is infuriating me...
For SL, thanks for being such a great fren through the 10 yrs although when we were young, we often quarrelled. You are a cool fren although you always say "Never ask!"...I will not forget your playfulness *haha!*. KG, she's playful too, really cheeky. She really cheers me and console mi when i'm down. As for Jer-nice, she's sweet and gentle. Just like a little fairy...She teach me Maths wif alot of patience (coz i always ask her alot of qns). For MJ, I wish her all the best for her relationship wif so-and-so. She's sweet, although sometimes she likes to 'suan' others. She's really helpful. Too helpful. And she's always down when she doesn't do well for a paper. Well, look on the positive side, bright young gal!
As for Ric, to me, he's playful, always like to act as kor and a gangster in front of me (I dunno why) haha...But, I can for sure say that he's really a wonderful buddy! He's cheeky, like kg, and i think that always in his mind, there's the word 'friendship' in him. His greatest strength is that he always look so cheerful, even though at times he was so distressed. He's really sweet...and cute...!
Tau Yong, oh my dear tudi, as for you, you've been a brilliant friend. The way you just talk about my flaws in ur blog, I'm touched enough. But remember, your shimu have weaknesses and bad pts too. But not as bad as being EVIL...TY can say to be a comforting pillow, he hears me out and listens to my advice patiently. He is one of my listening ears...and he's really a nice guy. So the so-and-so that he likes, I sincerely wish that the two of them goes off well...
I will continue my biodata and opinions of the rest of my circle of friends some other time. BTW, I dun wish to go into relationships now...I juz wanna play! Sounds really immature! haha! Still can't forget what some ppl said bad things bout me...I'll take a day or two to forget. And I wish those ppl would juz tell mi straight in my face and not go off talking behind my back. That's really painful and hurting...
Signing off,
CY a.k.a fLy
posted @ 10:53 AM
Phew. Sure is going to be tough.
FIRST UP...
THE BADS:
Im hot-headed. Very easily hot-tempered. BAD BAD BAD.
Im as stubborn as a mule.
I dislike tummy. u know? fats? tummy? ugh.
I particularly moan and groan and roar and scream at ppl who lie to me.
I got a weak heart.
I think i got high blood pressure. Did I mention I get stressed up over the slightest stuff?
OH OH OH. I procrastinate ppl who don't respect me. U really need to take a good look at yourself.
My eyes can pop out. BEWARE.
I think I love bitching.
I eat irregularly. Tat explains me not growing up.
Oh yes. One more. I wake up when the sun sets. COOL HOR.
NOW FOR THE GOODS! YIPPEE!
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I love socialising. alot alot!
I want to become a model of my own world. YAYA. DREAM ON.
I love those who love me. Embrace, cherish and all nicey stuff! *HUGSSSS*
Ah. Yes. I love colouring my toe nails, buying chunky earrings & being pretty though i dun think im worth it.
I LOVE PARADOXES OF LIFE. I LURVE, LURRRVEEEE, LURRRRRRRVVVVEEEEEEEE THEM.
FOR GDNESS SAKE, DUN CLASSIFY ME AS 'CY LOVES TO BE A PRINCESS!' YUCKS. MY TERM: RAGDOLL. ugly and tattered. damn cool.
I can go on forever. I'll just stop here. Know more bout me thru my entries! *wriggles my nose*
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