The Eve of the Eve of XMAS
haha. this entry has noth to do with xmas. but there was this short excerpt tt i tot was pretty funny.
-ESTHER & me...msn conversation...-
*chatting bout our weights...note tt cranky gal's funny reactions*
esther~ faith and hope is all that i need says:
are u sure u weigh the same as ur grandma?
esther~ faith and hope is all that i need says:
ur grandma so heavy ah? haaaaaa
esther~ faith and hope is all that i need says:
are u sure?!?!! sooo lite. go fatten urself!
esther~ faith and hope is all that i need says:
no la, u can't be lighter anymore! insane...
esther~ faith and hope is all that i need says:
no u can't!!!! then i'll look so fat!!
esther~ faith and hope is all that i need says:
.....then become an ethiopian...is it? IS IT?!?!!!!
esther~ faith and hope is all that i need says:
cannot!
HAHA. rubbish woman. oh..i gonna declare myself...OFFICIALLY BROKE. wheeeee.
posted @ 12:23 AM
yaya. sausage lips...fat lips...thick lips...piggiest pig!
seeeeeeeeeee la. i wanted to blog a nice entry on a later day! i have to explain wad's my condition now...
So evil ppl say i have chicken sausages lips hor. wad else. pig. ok larrr. i admit im a pig. but chicken sausages is not wad i wan!!! u see how much practises has killed my lips. got deeeeeeeeppppppppp teeth marks too! PLUS, my fingers had cramps at times, and holding the clarinet too long is hurting my thumb badly. and my 2nd finger is getting a blister...or a bump...or sth liddat...i need a finger band!!! I guess the worst is my lips lah. it cracked until dunno like wad. everyday have to peel off the excess skin. bite too hard larrr. coz 2nd & esp 3rd clar is always highly demanded. It's just the low notes lor...and that we're surrounded by trumpets and loud sounding instruments. That's why we can't even hear ourselves when we play FORTISSISSISSISSISSISSSIIIIIIIIIMOOOOOOOOOOO.
cannot be stressed out man. if not i will kill myself. over music?! cannot cannot. muz enjoy the music. i guess it's all the achings, the too mani practises at one go and ya da ya da...tt made mi feel like crap. at least i get to recover for the next few days!
Sooooooo, feel free to call mi chicken pork sausages lips all u wan! hahahahaha! coz by 30th, no moreeeeee!!!! wheeeeeeeeee!!!
GREEN, SILVER, NO RED. haha. LIME GREEN. SHINY SILVER. patterns no patterns? lol. ask the j1.
"O COMEEEE...O YE FAITHFULLLLLL...LALALALALALALALALA~~~~~~~"
posted @ 12:39 AM
A Tribute to the Lousy Queen Of Pigland
Suddenly, i miss the stupid ger, even though she's coming back in a couple of hrs time. I hope she scared the ghosts in Japan with her horrid looks.
Once upon a time...blaaashittttaaaaaaaaaaa!
An evil china-korean suster was born.
"Pui! Why she so act cute!"
She decided to be nice & took a friendly photo with me. It was palm-tree singing day.
"Why pon lessons huh! just to take nice nice pic izzit, in the canteen facing the sinks & the stupid tv that onli broadcast DV xiao yuan & -999 days to A levels..zzz..onli know how to act innocent..."
Later, evil suster took on a job, that is to irritate me.
"You are the irritance of my life! Die! HAHAHAHAHA!"-quoted from the book-
Evil Susterland
I think she totally loves it when she succeeded.
Let's tell u a little more about her sins.
She's a pig. QUEEN OF PIGLAND.
"Yo Ramly! You're with the family! ...Get fatter than fat! ..."
If that's not enuf, ........she loves to cut me, steal the limelight and acts like chicken little, loves stealing my money & present...bla bla bla...*yawn* Too mani sins to name!
"AHHHHH...go die la!always run run run! dance somemore la! dance until u sprain ur ankle!"
"Guai...take this knife & kill urself, okie?"
"Okie master. I shall always obey u, my worthy Empress."
Did she die?! Is she dead yet?!?!?!
Dreads. BANNAISBACK.
Look how ugly she is on Grad day. Hohoho. Im no better. Crap.
& on Prom Night...Evil suster showed her capability of being evil. Reddish. Horns.
We reveal ourselves! After 2 yrs down the road! We celebrate victory with glam!
"oi u. *knock knock* dun mess with us hor. i slam ur ass i tell u. bleah."
"chey! u onli got one puny toothpick to poke us?! u know what we have? our fat arse to crush u! shoo!"
"What!!! U have ur cocolatte gang of drunkards to help u!??! WHATTTT!!! 10000 donkeys! i onli have ummm...this evil suster. nah. take her. dun take me. u having doubts? dun lah! She very powderful! can help u crush ppl! Nah! Take her with u!"
"puhhhh-leaseeeeeeee...*pouts* Dunnnnn takeeeee meeeeeeeee awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..."
The evil suster died after tt unknown raped her. He left her tt ugly. Ugliest of all pigs.
THE END.
ok done. LADY COME BACK! i mua...muahfwahhh...milaa...misssiliuuuuu!
The b4 and after.
2 yrs of aging. Masters of a thousand faces. Entry to womanhood. Love us.
P.S. The 3 other mamas will never be forgotten! All treated with equal, big-hearted, open-minded love! yea we're lesbians. muacks! *hugs* mamas rocks my socks!
"oops. i think the woman is back. SHE HEARD ME CALLING OUT FOR HER!!! SHE'S BACK! Bish is back too! HURRAHHHHHH!!!" shalala~
posted @ 2:29 AM
Drama Queen
Perhaps when we do things, we expect things to go the way we want it to.
Perhaps at times, we don't understand why others are doing it that way.
We question and doubt and even lament or get angered by what they do and how they feel.
Talk bout human emotions.
Ppl are usually irrational when they are in the state of frustration.
Sometimes, all it takes...is to communicate nicely. But, how do u know what the other is thinking? Perhaps, it all comes down to just listening to what the other has to say, and not assume. Sometimes, i want to be heard. Sometimes, i insist on keeping my mouth shut. Aren't all of u the same?
U get what im trying to say?? ok. a simple example. this is what happened today in msn.
enigma says:
ur display pic sucks. change it! little mermaid is supposed to be cute. she doesn't say "dammit"! Dun u insult my idol. HA!
[lnm][-= l rIcKy l =-]] says:
er xin de nick
ok. so i stooped low and even changed my nick to '+lfLyl+-[342]- ;q3otfhja;skgna[;3tr' leh. wth la. I dun even know what is my nick and ppl have been continually criticising my nick & pic all day long. What's wrong?!
Im having my period lor. And i know it's not a good reason enuf to blow my top at all of u. Im trying to control it and stop criticising me coz i bl**dy h**l have my own views, my own preference & my own taste!
If u think teasing me is very fun esp when im moody, then go get urself a life. or else i will burn ur ass until u look like a baboon.
posted @ 11:00 PM
'Princess' is not the word for me to use. haha. Well, it's Prom Night. How can u expect me to dress up like a ragdoll? ooo, btw, im a few days late to blog bout my Pre-PromNite Syndrome and the during and after effects. shalala~
Getting into a booked cab in my unusual self was weird. ok. I was in the cab. & I do what most girls would do, check tt ur bra strips dun go loose, that u dun show off ani fats, check tt ur makeup is good, tidy ur hair and accesories and heels and wadeva until i reach hyatt! lol. if that's not detailed enuf, when i reached hyatt, remember like u have to walk 1 metre to reach the inside of the hotel from where the taxis are...ya there! and then u get tonnes of ppl zooming pass u to get to the well-known far east plaza...ya there lah! goodness. i feel like ppl are staring at me. and the more unease i became. Im not glamorous on that night. Im just saying I managed to look sleek and ordinary and not stand out in the crowd, and i did it. But that's just not how i would dress at all, unless for formal occasions. ok...lalala...skip the jittery part...bla bla bla................
Prom Night was okay. It wasn't very entertaining, but overall, it was good. Like a formal gathering and everyone dressing up in their best for THE night, with lotsa pics taken. I must say that Tess looked v different. haha. Actually, the pics say it all bout the night. So i'll leave the pics to entertain u. whoever who wans them, ask me! It was a real pity when we were about to take a class pic, the cam went low batt. And when i uploaded the pics, some were blur. lol. At least we keep that night of memories in our heads. That will do.
After Prom Night, I heard that CoCoLatte was crowded with ppl stacking up like sardines and some got drunk. eew. Man man cai wo zuo le she me (after Prom Night)...haha.
ooo, should i continue putting make up to cover my pimples or not? And now, it seems that my eyebags are double that of my eyes. And today, when i wore contact lens, i couldn't even open my eyes. Hurt the whole day. JJ says they look swollen. haha. I looked like I cried so much. MJ said "see la, so much for vanity...bla bla bla..." aiyaya..wad to do...
self-note: perhaps i shouldn't kpo so much.
ok...continue reading 'memoirs of a geisha' on a windy, coldy, rainy VERY early thurs morning! Tml still have to complete 3 piano theory papers...haha. 3hrs for each paper. 9hrs in total! Sian zi pua!!!
fLy (1.29am)
posted @ 1:06 AM
Grandpa's 80th Birthday
phew. BUSY all day long! from 11am to 2am! lol.
today's shopping was fun, elegant, horrendous, rushing and satisfying. HAHAHA! imagine shopping from 11-7. but my legs ache a little onli larh. it wasn't tt bad. IM BACK TO SHOPPING MODE! is that good or bad? haha. Anw, i felt a little weird shopping today coz i am shopping for things i usually dun wear and weird coz some salesgirls dun have taste. hahaha. ok im damn bitchy. *bish* Anw, most of the salesgirls are good! im satisfied! like the one at phuture london and the one where min bought her necklace, that cute malay girl where she had the important decision to pick which necklace is suitable for min. lol. and in the end she got jittery and asked her lady boss for help. HAHA! can refer to min's blog for other details too!
speed shopping was totally funny. and the way i see min laugh when she wore women sandals like 3 sizes bigger than her size...hahahahaha! so farnie can! it's her laughter! hahaha. anw, got everything ready for prom in only 1 day! last min shopping. scary but fun! esp when u have a time limit coz i had another appointment. tess was the advisor. haha. i had to call her twice coz her taste is kinda similar to mine and so i had to ask for her advice when i couldn't decide. *not earrings though. bleah. HA.*
COMBING ALMOST EVERY SHOP WAS TIRING, EXHAUSTING, BUT REWARDING AND FUN, FUN AND FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:
Grandpa's bdae was simple. food was great. but my wisdom tooth was killing mi so badly that i think i have to eat porridge for the next few days. liddat the 8 course meal for prom how huh...zzz...the tooth is growing out from the gums. irritating and painful. and it's affecting me. mom asked mi to take panadol. haha. too overboard i guess. just leave it!
What was the happiest was seeing Ye Ye smiling and laughing. He's 80 and he's still going strong. very strong. the cake was the face of a grandpa. v simple and delightful! i like!!! and the happiest of the happiest...was when my family was bout to leave, i stood up from the sofa and said gdbye to everyone, then he came over and said bye to us...He held my hand, pat me a little, looked at me and said "*my christian name. lol* ah! ni shou le ah! *he laughs*" i replied "na li you! ahhh...du shu mah...you ya li..." Then he laughs again. And i giggled. hee.
oh man. His wrinkles makes him look so charming. haha. Suddenly, i remember all those memories when we were young in the old house, when Grandma was still there. then bedridden. and passed away peacely. And so, we said gdbye to each other. He stood at the door until he couldn't see us. and we waved a few times gdbye, both inside the house and even after wearing our footwear outside of the house.
I love my Grandparents. Bliss. Happy 80th Birthday, Ye Ye!
posted @ 2:08 AM
Lost in touch with the world for 4 days
So it seems like many things happened when i was gone for 4 days. Update me, all right?
Had A3A chalet at changi for the past 4 days. and we lived in front of OCH. haha. it sent me creeps at first budden...the homeliness of the place didn't set me thinking bout the eerie atmosphere. so it's good! Had to go for the class chalet to get things off my chest. A mini holiday i would say.
D&D. looked at blogs and saw how frens said they're excited for prom nite or able to buy things for prom even if u're wasting some money. i haven't even buy prom stuff. it's not i dun wan to. it's just...sigh. trouble stirs. where's the fun?
I can't work too and earn my own income for dec coz i'll like to go back for band pracs. So i'm stuck now in a life full of crap. Why can't they understand how i feel? Nvm.
I'll go on life as normal. It's not good to think bout stuff that makes u pessimistic. Bottling things up in my chest dun really feel too good. I dun wish to go ard sprouting words that may hurt ppl too just becoz of my irritated & disappointing behaviour now. Anw, update to me ur lives now guys. coz i dun really get wad some of u guys meant in ur blog entries.
sayonara!
posted @ 1:58 AM
Phew. Sure is going to be tough.
FIRST UP...
THE BADS:
Im hot-headed. Very easily hot-tempered. BAD BAD BAD.
Im as stubborn as a mule.
I dislike tummy. u know? fats? tummy? ugh.
I particularly moan and groan and roar and scream at ppl who lie to me.
I got a weak heart.
I think i got high blood pressure. Did I mention I get stressed up over the slightest stuff?
OH OH OH. I procrastinate ppl who don't respect me. U really need to take a good look at yourself.
My eyes can pop out. BEWARE.
I think I love bitching.
I eat irregularly. Tat explains me not growing up.
Oh yes. One more. I wake up when the sun sets. COOL HOR.
NOW FOR THE GOODS! YIPPEE!
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I love socialising. alot alot!
I want to become a model of my own world. YAYA. DREAM ON.
I love those who love me. Embrace, cherish and all nicey stuff! *HUGSSSS*
Ah. Yes. I love colouring my toe nails, buying chunky earrings & being pretty though i dun think im worth it.
I LOVE PARADOXES OF LIFE. I LURVE, LURRRVEEEE, LURRRRRRRVVVVEEEEEEEE THEM.
FOR GDNESS SAKE, DUN CLASSIFY ME AS 'CY LOVES TO BE A PRINCESS!' YUCKS. MY TERM: RAGDOLL. ugly and tattered. damn cool.
I can go on forever. I'll just stop here. Know more bout me thru my entries! *wriggles my nose*
