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SYF
SYF 05-my first and last!
Feel kinda worried, anxious, yet excited! I've been continuously trying to focus my very best. It's just that some do not seem to care at all, coz they gonna quit after syf. And some spit disheartened words. I dunno what to comment bout this competition. I want to feel so full of vibrant, I want to know what's it like to enter SYF feeling grand, feeling confident. And leave the concert hall with satisfaction.
[It's just at this point in time that I feel weird. As if I have no one to share this feeling with. It's hard not being able to go through this hardship alone without anyone lending me his/her listening ear. So much as it seems we're shunning each other, why do we even shun each other in the first place? Is it becoz of the minor blaming entry? Or is it becoz you didn't know so you follow suit? I didn't feel really welcomed. I want to be in this SYF with you all together. Is it so hard being a newcomer? one without experience who has her first and last SYF? Is it becoz of my attitude? Or wad? Can we share? Can we honestly really share how we feel? Am i left out? Am i too late?]
I really really want/wish/desire/dream to get the standard where we lie. I want to know how honoured i am. I want to be part of the team. I sincerely wish for us all to carry one soul. ONE SOUND.
posted @ 1:40 PM
Phew. Sure is going to be tough.
FIRST UP...
THE BADS:
Im hot-headed. Very easily hot-tempered. BAD BAD BAD.
Im as stubborn as a mule.
I dislike tummy. u know? fats? tummy? ugh.
I particularly moan and groan and roar and scream at ppl who lie to me.
I got a weak heart.
I think i got high blood pressure. Did I mention I get stressed up over the slightest stuff?
OH OH OH. I procrastinate ppl who don't respect me. U really need to take a good look at yourself.
My eyes can pop out. BEWARE.
I think I love bitching.
I eat irregularly. Tat explains me not growing up.
Oh yes. One more. I wake up when the sun sets. COOL HOR.
NOW FOR THE GOODS! YIPPEE!
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I love socialising. alot alot!
I want to become a model of my own world. YAYA. DREAM ON.
I love those who love me. Embrace, cherish and all nicey stuff! *HUGSSSS*
Ah. Yes. I love colouring my toe nails, buying chunky earrings & being pretty though i dun think im worth it.
I LOVE PARADOXES OF LIFE. I LURVE, LURRRVEEEE, LURRRRRRRVVVVEEEEEEEE THEM.
FOR GDNESS SAKE, DUN CLASSIFY ME AS 'CY LOVES TO BE A PRINCESS!' YUCKS. MY TERM: RAGDOLL. ugly and tattered. damn cool.
I can go on forever. I'll just stop here. Know more bout me thru my entries! *wriggles my nose*
HUG-O-METER TIME!
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give flycian more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
YOU'RE LOVED! teeheehee. =P
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