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RESPECT YOURSELF. RESPECT ME. ACCEPT MY LOGIC AND HEAR ME SPEAK.
Burst
Everything didn't turn out smoothly, did they?
2 drops of tears. I didn't want to be in that position. I tried my best not to cry. The volcano of depression erupted.
My ONLY hope? To play the sad melodies on the piano. The Piano. But, my sad soul was tormented, stepped and hurt furthermore when the sorrowful melodies was deemed as noise pollution. I play the piano whenever I'm in no good mood. I mean, when I'm totally lost. I play to search for new hopes. Halfway, finding it, my dad said indirectly it was noisy, in a foul mood. I slammed the piano. What hurts me more is what he said after tt. "What have u taught ur daughter?" to my mum, angrily.
It's just those bits and pieces of hurting remarks, the facetious lies on my face and the ability to still swallow saliva down my throat when it feels choked. Choked with problems. Piled-up problems. Too much emotional and sensitive juices in my nerves. It kills me.
Burst. My lungs burst. And no one knows. The piano crashed. Shattered wooden pieces of piano lying motionlessly in my heart. And you know wad? No one knows.
posted @ 3:23 PM
Phew. Sure is going to be tough.
FIRST UP...
THE BADS:
Im hot-headed. Very easily hot-tempered. BAD BAD BAD.
Im as stubborn as a mule.
I dislike tummy. u know? fats? tummy? ugh.
I particularly moan and groan and roar and scream at ppl who lie to me.
I got a weak heart.
I think i got high blood pressure. Did I mention I get stressed up over the slightest stuff?
OH OH OH. I procrastinate ppl who don't respect me. U really need to take a good look at yourself.
My eyes can pop out. BEWARE.
I think I love bitching.
I eat irregularly. Tat explains me not growing up.
Oh yes. One more. I wake up when the sun sets. COOL HOR.
NOW FOR THE GOODS! YIPPEE!
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I love socialising. alot alot!
I want to become a model of my own world. YAYA. DREAM ON.
I love those who love me. Embrace, cherish and all nicey stuff! *HUGSSSS*
Ah. Yes. I love colouring my toe nails, buying chunky earrings & being pretty though i dun think im worth it.
I LOVE PARADOXES OF LIFE. I LURVE, LURRRVEEEE, LURRRRRRRVVVVEEEEEEEE THEM.
FOR GDNESS SAKE, DUN CLASSIFY ME AS 'CY LOVES TO BE A PRINCESS!' YUCKS. MY TERM: RAGDOLL. ugly and tattered. damn cool.
I can go on forever. I'll just stop here. Know more bout me thru my entries! *wriggles my nose*
HUG-O-METER TIME!
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give flycian more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
YOU'RE LOVED! teeheehee. =P
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don't take things for granted
live life happily and in bliss
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