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Last day of Term 3
Today is the last day of Term 3, 3rd September.
How ironic. as if we students have a one wk break in the sep hols.
crap. haha! we have tons of hw, tons of preparation for promos, tons of responsibilities and duties to handle etc.
ugh. Almost cannot make it. Cried yesterday due to too much stress, fail GP CA compre badly plus GL's sarcastic remark saying tt I'm immature in not appreciating S'pore's education system. Shucks. I can't believe I actually told CK and Twinzee online that I cried. GL, I believe what I feel. And I think I'm right, for once. So, shuddup! I can't stand u! K lah. I'm too pissed off and troubled. So, just forgive me this time.
This morning after break, An Li wanted to sell her 'Merry Widow' ticket to Suan Jin. we all shouted
"NOOOOO!!!" Precisely. We didn't want him to come. Man. So bad. We had names for him like 'extra crispy', 'bacon', 'godzilla' coz of his dirty habits. And sth wrong is with Wei Qi today. haha! During lit lecture, we learnt the word
'dadaism', signifying everything or nothing, like total freedom, anti rules etc. Then she simply changed every word that we've chat to '___ism'. like shuddupism. boliaoism. She's too lame to handle.
Aniwae...coming back to this issue...Hai. An li ar an li...She and I were thinking of going poly since we step into NY, just tt these 2 mths we've been busy with our own schedule, tt's y never go and think bout it. It saddened me when she said tt she's trying her luck to go to NP today and asked to go to IT course. All of us were like cursing tt she can't get in there and wanted her to stay. Seriously, tt's her interest. I mean we wanted her to get what she wants, but we don't want her to leave us. She's like a...a...
MAMA...a
bodyguard...a
counsellor & advisor...to us. That's y she isn't able to make in time to watch 'Merry Widow'.
Was supposed to meet
Sista Diva (reminds me of ORANGE socks) at 1.10pm today. But I was released at about 1240 coz Mr Tong was caught in a meeting. So I decided to go hm coz I kinda had no mood larh. Real sorry, Tess! Furthermore, I had to reach sch at 6.30pm on a bus ride to NUS cultural centre to watch 'Merry Widow'--> NY History Lecturer Peter Kellet performed. haha!
The play was rather interesting. Just that it was rude of me to fall asleep for a few minutes during Act 2 and 3. I like the song...so catchy!
"lalalalalala...and you try, try, TRY, TRY, TRY!...lalalalala..."And u know wad?! NUS Symphony Orchestra is actually in line with this play. They produced background music. Cool! I was distracted in Act 1 by the orchestra instead of watching the show even though they had really gd props. I zoomed into looking at the 2 clarinetists. One played solo. wahhh...impressive. Tot he looked like YQ. Then after the play, I found tt he looks quite different from YQ. haha! YQ
more handsome...didn't eat lunch nor dinner. Fortunately, I didn't had gastric pain today! hahaha! Just bought a large cookie @ DOME @ the cultural centre. Didn't taste tt gd. haha!
Papa came to fetch me right after the show. That was 11pm. It started at 8pm by the way. Kinda slept the way through the ride hm. So tired...Tml 930-1030am Maths Lecture, 1030-1130 Literature Lecture. Then 1-5 got band prac. wed got dunman high exchange liao. Sunday got performance @ esplanade at the edge le...and then, Sat's over just like tt. Sick. Sunday-Piano Piano all the way.
Then my econs preparation how?!?!?! Monday got CA. Doomsday. Tml after Lit. I gonna force myself to read le!
oh yeah...know sth? haha...I actually wrote sth behind my hp in my friend's ink pen that acts like a nail polish or a marker that can be tore off, with some effort. anyway, feeling slightly a little better only. Wanted to tell An li my problems today, but think she's quite disappointed coz BiShan told me she's rejected as NP said there is no need for an inake for IT now. Hai. I dunno how to react. I'm unhappy that she can't get the course of her interest, and happy that she's not leaving. so selfish of me and my gang. We decided not to react when she's going to tell us this news.
How ironic. I'm an Arts student yet I can't pass my GP. Hai. Asked Jasmin how she felt about retaining. She said she failed every single subject. Asked me not to worry coz so long as 1A subject pass can le. GP tchers will moderate the marks coz she thinks most ppl marks won't be tt gd. Hai. Really? From wad I see, I see the ppl ard me passing GP all the time. Even a large number of Science students. Felt so
inferior.
Lorraine and Xue Yun said that they felt An Li grew old. Grew old in terms of pushing herself too much, causing herself to be in
distress, weary and not active in life. I feel the same way too. I feel that I'm like An Li too. I can see her weary eyes. I can see my huge eyebags. i can feel my heavy eyes, wanting to close but persevering and forcing myself to open.
Caveat another problem. Dunno wad to say bout him. Not going to talk to him for this moment. Shouldn't talk bout him lah. later Jlo say I big mouth. Right. This is my blog. I can say what I want to say next time. Now too tired to say le...
Added Kerui in my bloggy. hehehe...can link him to jin hong and stef as well. cool! K lersh...need to go to my dreamland liao. My body
disintegrating. haha! gd night, peeps! gd night, 5 cent!
Luv luv luv luv luv,
fLy
posted @ 3:48 PM
Phew. Sure is going to be tough.
FIRST UP...
THE BADS:
Im hot-headed. Very easily hot-tempered. BAD BAD BAD.
Im as stubborn as a mule.
I dislike tummy. u know? fats? tummy? ugh.
I particularly moan and groan and roar and scream at ppl who lie to me.
I got a weak heart.
I think i got high blood pressure. Did I mention I get stressed up over the slightest stuff?
OH OH OH. I procrastinate ppl who don't respect me. U really need to take a good look at yourself.
My eyes can pop out. BEWARE.
I think I love bitching.
I eat irregularly. Tat explains me not growing up.
Oh yes. One more. I wake up when the sun sets. COOL HOR.
NOW FOR THE GOODS! YIPPEE!
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I love socialising. alot alot!
I want to become a model of my own world. YAYA. DREAM ON.
I love those who love me. Embrace, cherish and all nicey stuff! *HUGSSSS*
Ah. Yes. I love colouring my toe nails, buying chunky earrings & being pretty though i dun think im worth it.
I LOVE PARADOXES OF LIFE. I LURVE, LURRRVEEEE, LURRRRRRRVVVVEEEEEEEE THEM.
FOR GDNESS SAKE, DUN CLASSIFY ME AS 'CY LOVES TO BE A PRINCESS!' YUCKS. MY TERM: RAGDOLL. ugly and tattered. damn cool.
I can go on forever. I'll just stop here. Know more bout me thru my entries! *wriggles my nose*
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