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RESPECT YOURSELF. RESPECT ME. ACCEPT MY LOGIC AND HEAR ME SPEAK.
I need a good cry.
Yesterday night at 11pm, YQ said he'll msg mi when he reached hm. Till this morning, I haven't receive any of his msg. at 12 midnight yesterday, i sent him 2 msges. Called him. No answer. This morning, sms him, no reply. until 10am, he replied. So worried...Told him
i hate him for this...made me worry until liddat...at 7th mth somemore...yesterday, couldn't slp well...haish... I dunno whether he and I give each other mutual love or not...
haish...too young to talk bout this ba...Suddenly tot bout Chin Kee, these few times talk to him online
I often get pissed off. Sorry ar...I also dunno why i liddat...da ren you da liang...da ren bu ji xiao ren guo...k?
Now, listening to Jay Chou's new album. Everytime listen to his sad songs
i feel like crying. Dunno why...Kinda remind me of sec sch time. All those fond memories. I'm at the verge of breaking down, suddenly. I dunno why. I'm afraid I'll retain.
I wonder what's stopping me to go to NIE, NAFA, poly or elsewhere. Why go JC when I already have a secured job, i hope, as a piano teacher. I wonder why life is getting so fast, that those ppl who stopped to breathe for a moment are already considered as eliminated from the run. Why didn't I choose design, just because my parents warned me the horrid consequences of taking that course. WHY?! Is it because of the these influences that made me glue back to the stupid education system stuck in S'pore? Isn't education bout
excelling our talents, from a choice of field of courses? Talent + hard work is the most important thing. But, without talent alone, no matter how hard you strive, can you go anywhere? Maybe, but not as high as you expect.
HAISH...
I tell you,
I hate SUAN JIN's attitude!!! Yesterday, he was in chi class disturbing all of us. He had finished his chi assignment already. And so, he went on to do maths. We were trying to concentrate, especially Weiqi, she was soooo irritated that she bang the desk. I let out an unintentional
"TSKKKK!!!" And Suan Jin was making matters worse, he was discussing and being snobbish bout his mathematics methods. Talking loudly in the air-conditioned rm. LOUDLY. and the volume increased gradually. Somemore, if I'm not wrong, I heard him saying "
Of coz I'm clever! These answers of yours are stupid. It's WRONG. WRONNGGGGG!!!" I felt like
giving him a tight-slap...or show my kickboxing skills!!! arghhh-taaaa!!!
Tml got Vectors 2 assignment and have to do tons of Econs hw. My Econs CMI. All the tests for Econs...I've been failing. My other four subjects are all right...My Lit poems by that Desiree Teo, tt mother slug...the one who's always wearing the long dress with pins and wadeva on her rebonded hair...POEMS ar...also muz jia you. Prose and Play can manage. Thurs got Chi F-J vocab test, also never study...and GP retest...think that ms agnes...hantam her...waste my effort...
Life is
tough. It's
really tough. I guess all we have to do is to accept these challenges and the things we hate with a
magnanimous heart.
CrybABy-fLy
posted @ 5:58 AM
Phew. Sure is going to be tough.
FIRST UP...
THE BADS:
Im hot-headed. Very easily hot-tempered. BAD BAD BAD.
Im as stubborn as a mule.
I dislike tummy. u know? fats? tummy? ugh.
I particularly moan and groan and roar and scream at ppl who lie to me.
I got a weak heart.
I think i got high blood pressure. Did I mention I get stressed up over the slightest stuff?
OH OH OH. I procrastinate ppl who don't respect me. U really need to take a good look at yourself.
My eyes can pop out. BEWARE.
I think I love bitching.
I eat irregularly. Tat explains me not growing up.
Oh yes. One more. I wake up when the sun sets. COOL HOR.
NOW FOR THE GOODS! YIPPEE!
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I love socialising. alot alot!
I want to become a model of my own world. YAYA. DREAM ON.
I love those who love me. Embrace, cherish and all nicey stuff! *HUGSSSS*
Ah. Yes. I love colouring my toe nails, buying chunky earrings & being pretty though i dun think im worth it.
I LOVE PARADOXES OF LIFE. I LURVE, LURRRVEEEE, LURRRRRRRVVVVEEEEEEEE THEM.
FOR GDNESS SAKE, DUN CLASSIFY ME AS 'CY LOVES TO BE A PRINCESS!' YUCKS. MY TERM: RAGDOLL. ugly and tattered. damn cool.
I can go on forever. I'll just stop here. Know more bout me thru my entries! *wriggles my nose*
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