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My days in SRJC-4th
[SRJC BAND-Bb CONCERT]
After the collection of my results, i head back hm to get myself changed for my finale that i've practiced hard for these 6 weeks-BAND CONCERT. The attire was black. Purely black. Nice. I headed to SRJC and walked with 2 of my band members to school. I was quite worried bout the performance. Yet, the results for 'O's boost my confidence.
We had a subsidy for burgers, fries and fizzy drinks from Mac. I ate only half a burger and a few fries. That's for the whole day. I drank lots. Weird me. I still ain't no appetite that very day.
Then, we went to LT5 to rehearse. Got quite excited bout my very first band concert with a group of friends whom again, i had barely known for 2 months. My seniors, my teachers, my conductor, my 'colleagues'...Sch's symphony band is a cca to bond everyone together, to let us work in team-spiritedness. It was a cca that i didn't really regret joining. Everyone was doing their part even if not up to their fullest. The rehearsal was in a hurry due to the lack of time. I was then afraid that the performance won't be that good.
Before I know it, almost all the seats were filled up. I told myself, "Today is the day of finale, where i practiced so hard for 6 weeks and i should give my best shot." I demanded a high expectation of myself for this performance. Still, it was my 1st time to perform in a band. It was so exciting. Suddenly, all the memories that we've been through these 6 weeks came rushing into my mind. I saw my friends, my teacher, my family streaming into LT5. I felt good.
The concert started. Initially, my right hand shivered a little. Then, as i go on, i took deep breaths. Slowly, the good side got the better of me. I started to feel relax and enjoy the performance by us, by the one and only symphonic band in SRJC. Throughout the performance, yr3 friend who sat beside me gave me the remark "I'm so proud of you." My heart jumped for joy. I thanked her. And i saw my sectional leader smiling at me. The silent compliments made me feel wonderful. I saw my mom smiling and enjoying. I saw my family members and friends clapping for the band. The moment, the state of happiness reached my peak. No words can describe how happy i felt today. Bb Concert was a blast! I received alot of compliments and praising from my friends and teacher. Most importantly, i heard PZ telling me that BT, my ex-form teacher, sent a msg to her, saying
"Did you tape down the music? ...I was touched to see 2 of my former students who had only learnt an instrument for 6 weeks and perform that well..." This compliment almost made me cry. I was close to tears.
I heard the word
"ENCORE! ENCORE!" throughout LT5. I heard thunderous clapping. We played a short excerpt of Pasadena-our fav piece again. It was a real, cool blast! We ended off with a perfect key. Although some of us did played wrong notes or made squeaky sounds includ. me, the experience was certainly worthwhile. After the performance, I went to look for my family. My whole family, knowing my results, were glad for me. My younger bro hugged me so tightly that i couldn't breathe. They said the performance was really good. I was once again, overjoyed! They asked me out for dinner, but I decided to go out with my band members instead since i don't think i'm meeting them that often now.
We packed up, took photos, had debriefs, gave
ballooney flowers, laughed...everything. We even formed a sorta 'choir-band' during these 6 weeks. We received compliments from the conductor, the band teachers and our seniors throughout these 6 weeks. These were the encouragement and support that pushed me to practice hard and not let myself down. Then, we left for heartland mall's burger king to eat supper. While leaving, we were talking crap. My sectional leader, pz and me watched the dim stars together. We saw the 'Orion'. It was exceptionally beautiful that night. It was a superb day.
I met a group of my friends at BK, includ my male buddy, RICKY BOON. hahaha! He's a great friend, a real good friend. I then left BK at 11+pm. It was a real great day...Two thumbs up! I reflected alot. Memories came rushing through me. Then...sms-ing...and...ZzZzZzZzZ...
*Continue...*
posted @ 7:31 AM
Phew. Sure is going to be tough.
FIRST UP...
THE BADS:
Im hot-headed. Very easily hot-tempered. BAD BAD BAD.
Im as stubborn as a mule.
I dislike tummy. u know? fats? tummy? ugh.
I particularly moan and groan and roar and scream at ppl who lie to me.
I got a weak heart.
I think i got high blood pressure. Did I mention I get stressed up over the slightest stuff?
OH OH OH. I procrastinate ppl who don't respect me. U really need to take a good look at yourself.
My eyes can pop out. BEWARE.
I think I love bitching.
I eat irregularly. Tat explains me not growing up.
Oh yes. One more. I wake up when the sun sets. COOL HOR.
NOW FOR THE GOODS! YIPPEE!
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I love socialising. alot alot!
I want to become a model of my own world. YAYA. DREAM ON.
I love those who love me. Embrace, cherish and all nicey stuff! *HUGSSSS*
Ah. Yes. I love colouring my toe nails, buying chunky earrings & being pretty though i dun think im worth it.
I LOVE PARADOXES OF LIFE. I LURVE, LURRRVEEEE, LURRRRRRRVVVVEEEEEEEE THEM.
FOR GDNESS SAKE, DUN CLASSIFY ME AS 'CY LOVES TO BE A PRINCESS!' YUCKS. MY TERM: RAGDOLL. ugly and tattered. damn cool.
I can go on forever. I'll just stop here. Know more bout me thru my entries! *wriggles my nose*
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