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The word---'SORRY'
I now know that two of my classmates know my blog. Maybe more. Tt's MerMer and Cla...tt's all I know for now. Hmmz...Isn't diary suppose to be secretive? Maybe to some...but not to all.
I might be able to go to a JC. If the teacher's promotion meeting raise my Chi to A1 and my Lit. to A2, each both by ONE mark...ooooo~~~~God must bless me! I went to temple today. Dunno why. Tt's very very unusual of me. Maybe it's due to stress. And by the influence of my parents when I was young, I started praying in a temple (To all those buddhas). Still, I believe in each and every God. I told MJ about it. She was shocked. Yet, she accompanied me. Mer and Cla thought I went out wif the guy that I admire. How I wish for that to happen! Haiz...
MJ has a mini hamster zoo in her house. A total of 22 HAMSTERS!!! Crazee gal...She's realli mad...
These few days, I've somehow angered my schoolmate and classmates. Firstly, Maran. Then JLo. And now to Tudi and Eugene. I prayed to ask for forgiveness. This was because of my moody feelings these few days. I was indeed very rude, EXTREMELY rude to them (I would say), and I just felt that I was bad. Very bad. I wanted to apologise to them. But I couldn't find them. Some 'siam' me. I felt guilty. Remorseful. So I used my msn nick as a start first. I think I'll call them...to apologise...yes I will.
Too bad he's not there when I always needed him. I'm trying to forget him. But, it's really so difficult. I'm keeping myself busy everyday. Talking to a bunch of buddies...I dunno why. These few days, my tears was completely 'drenched out'. I cried alot. I had no mood to do hw. No mood to talk to my friends. Arrive in sch feeling lifeless. Come back hm to face the four walls. Listened to my parent's solution for me (which is ya da ya da)...everything was bad. Really. Wanted ppl to console me but in the end, they ended up getting scolded by my sarcastic remarks. Tt's the reason for my attending to the temple to pray for everything peaceful today.
I think tt's all I wanna say today. Once again, sorry to all those that I've been rude to recently...I'm really sorry.
posted @ 11:26 AM
Phew. Sure is going to be tough.
FIRST UP...
THE BADS:
Im hot-headed. Very easily hot-tempered. BAD BAD BAD.
Im as stubborn as a mule.
I dislike tummy. u know? fats? tummy? ugh.
I particularly moan and groan and roar and scream at ppl who lie to me.
I got a weak heart.
I think i got high blood pressure. Did I mention I get stressed up over the slightest stuff?
OH OH OH. I procrastinate ppl who don't respect me. U really need to take a good look at yourself.
My eyes can pop out. BEWARE.
I think I love bitching.
I eat irregularly. Tat explains me not growing up.
Oh yes. One more. I wake up when the sun sets. COOL HOR.
NOW FOR THE GOODS! YIPPEE!
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I love socialising. alot alot!
I want to become a model of my own world. YAYA. DREAM ON.
I love those who love me. Embrace, cherish and all nicey stuff! *HUGSSSS*
Ah. Yes. I love colouring my toe nails, buying chunky earrings & being pretty though i dun think im worth it.
I LOVE PARADOXES OF LIFE. I LURVE, LURRRVEEEE, LURRRRRRRVVVVEEEEEEEE THEM.
FOR GDNESS SAKE, DUN CLASSIFY ME AS 'CY LOVES TO BE A PRINCESS!' YUCKS. MY TERM: RAGDOLL. ugly and tattered. damn cool.
I can go on forever. I'll just stop here. Know more bout me thru my entries! *wriggles my nose*
HUG-O-METER TIME!
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give flycian more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
YOU'RE LOVED! teeheehee. =P
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