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Sad. Bad.
Hi all. I read SL's blog. I agree with your sentiments totally, gal. I'm missing him too.
I don't think he will even have the thought. I don't think he will even put an effort to chat with me. Liking a stranger is bad enough. I'm really very tired of this. I feel like crying. No one understands. Everyone keep talking about him. Talking a rumour about him and me. I told you: "It's not true! Don't always talk about me and that guy! He don't know anything at all. He doesn't even know i like him! Stop saying about me and him!" Do you guys out there who 'jack' me and him are a little unsure of what is going on? Pls don't say it again. I'm really feeling disturbed enough.
Today is another rainy day. I missed him. For 72 hrs. But I don't think that the feeling is right. I know that he doesn't even like me, yet I still wished to see him. How depressed can the feeling be...
I'm want to apologise to Ricky for not really chatting with him today in msn. I'm feeling moody. I chatted with the guy in msn today. It was as if two hi-bye frens were talking. I'm already surpressing my feelings. I can't take it. I wanna cry out.
Felt very lifeless today. No mood to eat. No mood for revision (maybe at night I'll force myself). No mood to watch tv. No mood to play piano. No mood to chat. No mood to sms. The only thing I felt ok was listening to music. Meaningful music and reading meaningful fwd mails. The one Ricky sent me just now was gd. Really gd. Thanks.
I think, in life, man's bad points is about feeling jealous and feeling moody. I think it's a disastrous when you like someone so badly and the someone don't like you.
This msg to you for today:
The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.
To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.
To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.
When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.
To have people think that you don't care.
The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.
To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.
To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".
When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.
For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.
When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.
Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?
Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?
Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.
Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.
If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.
You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.
Please show someone you care for them today. It takes so little of your time to smile, give a hug, a word of encouragement or just to say "I care".
I've learnt that love might not be as great that of a word for me. Maybe I shouldn't be thinking of him. I'm tired. Bye.
posted @ 5:25 AM
Phew. Sure is going to be tough.
FIRST UP...
THE BADS:
Im hot-headed. Very easily hot-tempered. BAD BAD BAD.
Im as stubborn as a mule.
I dislike tummy. u know? fats? tummy? ugh.
I particularly moan and groan and roar and scream at ppl who lie to me.
I got a weak heart.
I think i got high blood pressure. Did I mention I get stressed up over the slightest stuff?
OH OH OH. I procrastinate ppl who don't respect me. U really need to take a good look at yourself.
My eyes can pop out. BEWARE.
I think I love bitching.
I eat irregularly. Tat explains me not growing up.
Oh yes. One more. I wake up when the sun sets. COOL HOR.
NOW FOR THE GOODS! YIPPEE!
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I love socialising. alot alot!
I want to become a model of my own world. YAYA. DREAM ON.
I love those who love me. Embrace, cherish and all nicey stuff! *HUGSSSS*
Ah. Yes. I love colouring my toe nails, buying chunky earrings & being pretty though i dun think im worth it.
I LOVE PARADOXES OF LIFE. I LURVE, LURRRVEEEE, LURRRRRRRVVVVEEEEEEEE THEM.
FOR GDNESS SAKE, DUN CLASSIFY ME AS 'CY LOVES TO BE A PRINCESS!' YUCKS. MY TERM: RAGDOLL. ugly and tattered. damn cool.
I can go on forever. I'll just stop here. Know more bout me thru my entries! *wriggles my nose*
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