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RESPECT YOURSELF. RESPECT ME. ACCEPT MY LOGIC AND HEAR ME SPEAK.
I wonder what he is thinking...
Heya...EM was fine. Alot better than Paper 1. Guess I didn't really put in alot better for today's paper coz my mind was filled with him. I managed to see him today. I'm glad. Really glad. My satisfaction reached its peak.
He sent me a fwd sms last night. It was about friendship. But, I started to worry, worrying that he might know it or wants us to remain as friends only. I'm scared. Or is it a normal fwd sms?
Ppl say the worst in loving someone is to know that the one you love likes another. Seeing him/her happy is only what you can do silently. Other than that, it's so difficult to express your feelings. I often advice my friends to pluck up their courage and tell the boy/girl that he/she likes him/her. Now, I myself, finds it so difficult.
Nevertheless, I still wish to encourage all friends out there to express your feelings to your loved ones. Heard of a saying or seen in a fwd mail, that if you don't have the courage to tell the person that you like him, and that he likes you and is afraid to tell you too, you two will never know that the opposite party likes each other. It will do harm. Yet, the fear of rejecting is also an important factor. That's the case for me. I'm in a dilemma.
He's not online today. Somehow, I think that my blog is writing all about him. I'll just include some info of myself today. I would like to listen to music, those sentimental and meaningful songs when I'm down. And I would cry myself to bed. Maybe call a friend or two to confide in them. When I'm crying, although when friends come to console me, I will somehow cry even more. But, dun walk away. Coz I wish someone will hug me. That's the best comfort. (Of coz I dun mean that I'm pervertic or you guys should hug me la...but a hug is really the best when your feelings are held at concerned.) Therefore, if i cry even louder, don't worry, coz I'm happy that someone is there to console me.
I think that's all for my personal info regarding 'my crying times'. Haha! weird stuff and theory.
I wish he cums online again. Or am i too late? (I'm equivocating. ok. It means double meaning.) Late in the sense that I won't be able to capture his heart. And that he already went offline.
I'm having different thoughts daily. Really hope to see him each and everyday. And you guys too! Coz you brighten my life! ^_____^
posted @ 6:15 AM
Phew. Sure is going to be tough.
FIRST UP...
THE BADS:
Im hot-headed. Very easily hot-tempered. BAD BAD BAD.
Im as stubborn as a mule.
I dislike tummy. u know? fats? tummy? ugh.
I particularly moan and groan and roar and scream at ppl who lie to me.
I got a weak heart.
I think i got high blood pressure. Did I mention I get stressed up over the slightest stuff?
OH OH OH. I procrastinate ppl who don't respect me. U really need to take a good look at yourself.
My eyes can pop out. BEWARE.
I think I love bitching.
I eat irregularly. Tat explains me not growing up.
Oh yes. One more. I wake up when the sun sets. COOL HOR.
NOW FOR THE GOODS! YIPPEE!
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I love socialising. alot alot!
I want to become a model of my own world. YAYA. DREAM ON.
I love those who love me. Embrace, cherish and all nicey stuff! *HUGSSSS*
Ah. Yes. I love colouring my toe nails, buying chunky earrings & being pretty though i dun think im worth it.
I LOVE PARADOXES OF LIFE. I LURVE, LURRRVEEEE, LURRRRRRRVVVVEEEEEEEE THEM.
FOR GDNESS SAKE, DUN CLASSIFY ME AS 'CY LOVES TO BE A PRINCESS!' YUCKS. MY TERM: RAGDOLL. ugly and tattered. damn cool.
I can go on forever. I'll just stop here. Know more bout me thru my entries! *wriggles my nose*
HUG-O-METER TIME!
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give flycian more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
YOU'RE LOVED! teeheehee. =P
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live life happily and in bliss
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